Saturday, May 5, 2012

Wild (Sweet Accidents)

There was a prison-bus-limo outside Pizza Hut

(beef jerky)

And we watched a bad Disney Channel show while we ate

(cherries too)

That delicious pizza with subliminal meaning

(i’ve never noticed how much you cuss)

Stuffed with greasy cheese.

 I was scared to even go

(place where it all began)

Through the front doors

(not going to talk to me)

And up to the table where

(never been tickled by whiskers before)

He waited.

 But it was okay, it was

(i’d nearly forgotten how beautiful you are)

More than okay, it was

(oh, please don’t laugh too much)

Just like old times.

 There was the usual

(one day maybe you’ll do it)

Letdown at the end, squeezing

(you said you would, pretty much promised)

My eyes shut tight so I wouldn’t see

(maybe at show #20)

Those stupid glow-in-the-dark American flags.

 Then you hugged me close

(smelling that secret, expensive cologne)

And sighed, remembering this time that I was a senior

(just two more left, but don’t think of that now)

Telling me that I came to mind every time

(if that’s a lie it’s a beautiful one)

You sang that song.

 You  laughed and talked about your children

(Kaison, Presley, and ah yes, their mother)

Until I thought I’d burst with hidden jealousy

(wish I never saw her, knew her face)

And blurt out the Truth.

 But then, oh yes but then

(something special always happens here)

You went to hug me again and instead

(god bless sweet accidents)

Of kissing my cheek, you made our lips duet

(keep breathing, inhale then exhale)

And I could have died happy on the spot

(knowing I really couldn’t have you)

With you as my very first kiss.


2 comments:

  1. Even from the grand old age of 79, I could feel the frustrated passion in this. Secular worship is a very powerful emotion.

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  2. ah...first love...unrequited love...


    spring haiku and tanka


    verification makes it really hard to comment. you'd get more comments if you turned it off. i had to do this several times to get it to work.

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